Hello {{ subscriber.first_name | strip | default: "there" }}, This week, I was with a client who announced they wanted to make a cake. With play doh, of course. So we started rolling and patting and stacking little layers like it was the most important bakery in town. I asked, “Who are we celebrating?” They paused. Looked down at the cake. Then said they weren’t sure. So I asked a different question. “What if we celebrate YOU?” And without missing a beat they said, “I don’t like to celebrate myself.” Whew. That landed. Because a lot of us learned how to show up for other people’s birthdays, graduations, promotions, and milestones. We know how to clap for someone else. We know how to send the text, buy the gift, bring the snack tray, and hype them up. But when it is our turn, even in small ways, we freeze. We minimize. We get uncomfortable. We tell ourselves it is not a big deal. We tell ourselves we have not earned it. We tell ourselves we should wait until we are better, calmer, more productive, more healed, more consistent. And honestly, some days it is not even shame. It is survival. When you have lived in a nervous system that is always scanning for what might go wrong, celebration can feel like a setup. Like you are tempting fate. Like if you relax for one second, something will fall apart. But here is the thing. Celebrating yourself is not arrogance. It is acknowledgment. It is a way of telling your brain and body, “I am here. I matter. I did something hard. I am allowed to notice that.” It is also a nervous system skill. Celebration is one of the ways we teach our bodies that safety is not only the absence of danger. Safety is also the presence of goodness. Safety is being able to name a win without waiting for the other shoe to drop. Safety is letting pride and gratitude take up space, even if they only stay for a minute. And the days you do not feel like celebrating? Those are often the most important days to practice it. Because if you only celebrate when everything is perfect, you are basically telling yourself that you only deserve kindness when you are performing well. That is not self care. That is a contract. Some victories are loud. Big milestones. Big transitions. Big breakthroughs. But most victories are quiet. Getting out of bed when you wanted to disappear. Taking your meds. Answering the email you have been avoiding. Cooking something that counts as a meal. Not snapping, even though you were overstimulated. Setting one boundary. Crying and not apologizing for it. Going to therapy. Leaving the relationship. Staying in the relationship and doing the work. Saying, “That hurt,” instead of swallowing it. Trying again after you messed up. Those are victories. They count. They are evidence that you are moving, even if you are moving slowly. They are proof that you are alive and trying. Celebration is not about pretending life is easy. It is about refusing to overlook your effort. So let’s make this practical. Action plan: Small ways to celebrate yourself (even on the days you do not feel like it)
If you need permission, here it is. You do not have to wait until you feel fully confident to celebrate yourself. You celebrate as a way to build confidence. You celebrate as a way to build safety. You celebrate as a way to practice being on your own side. So yes, make the play doh cake. And if you are not sure who it is for, let it be for you. Because you are worth celebrating. Especially on the days you think you are not |
The Barefoot Therapist
A Play Doh Cake and the Practice of Celebrating You
Meagan Beerman
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